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God, everything fucking sucks now. Nothing feels good, nothing feels like it has any soul. I feel like I've left my life behind and i'll never get it back. I'm coming up to twenty this year, and I don't want to be. I've not even enjoyed my teenage years yet, how am I expected to come to terms with turning twenty? I don't want this, I want to be a 15 year old again, living without responsibilities or the drawbacks of going to university, or thinking about anything but friends. And the friends I have now are completely different from me, from the real me. I don't have anything in common with them. I feel so lost, lost in a time I can't get out of. I'm stuck in college with people I hate, doing a course I don't like, and I have no true friends.
Argh. What's a 19 year old boy to do in situations like this? Because I know that things aren't right :(
Bring back the MySpace years, fucking, please. That's when life was good, and that's when I felt alive.
Not now. I don't feel alive anymore.
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Once, there was a man, born inside of a world made of steal and hate. He was bred on unusual social habits, mainstream entertainment and silently strict principles. Eventually, he pulled himself up, dusted himself off and moved on to form his own self. He found nice clothes, amazingly unique music, put on his fake, large glasses, started writing stories and applied bohemia to his life.
Please, join on this trail of madness.
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Posted by : ELMH on Thursday, 4 March 2010 | | 0 Comments
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